God is good

2006-12-30T03:27:00.000-08:00

ones upon a time, there was a break of my SBS. Halleluja. I am so happy. I had the change to see Jacoline, Krista, GJ and Timo. I had very good days. still one week to go. one week that I can relax. If I am going to school again there is now rest anymore. that term will be more busy than the first one. I am looking forwards what God have in store. My sister and I had a funny night last night. She have a new cell fone and there are a lot of oppertunities on that fone. So we made a film for my mom. But it was 2 o clock in the night when we had finily the perfect "movie". It was really long ago that I was laughing (how do you write laughing?) for so long in a roll. I was laughing for 2 hours. my tears where going over my skin. Gods blessings for this comming year. Love you all

2006-12-12T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody, Is everything going well?
I hope so. With me it is going very well. God spoke to me last weekend. That I can be who I am, because He made me like this and He wants to have me unique. off course there are still things that I can change, but I wanted to be changed to much and also things that God didn"t want to have changed. This is the short version. I am not so good in wtitting on blogs. and never so good as Dave (it is one of his gifts)Love all of you and God is good. I am happy He is still busy with me to make Him more as Him. As He wants to do with all of you. If we all are unique, than everybody can see how god is everything in everything. that He is one in all.

2006-12-08T09:10:00.000-08:00

Hello dear friends, How are you all? I am curious about all of you. With me it is ok. I am growing. I had also beter days in my live, but I learn a lot. I learn more about myself. How I think How I am and not how everybody around me is thinking of me, but I by myself that the truth is in me and not come from outsite. This is a whole proces and in the same time I have to do a lot of schoolwork. I am still alive and hope that beter days will come soon. Love all of you. Adeleida

2006-12-02T02:50:00.000-08:00

Hallo everybody. I have time now to write something down. My study is so busy that I can't write on my blog that often. At school is it difficult. Withe the study is it going ok, but all the things that God wants to teach me about my live and how my selfesteem is. that I get my worthy out of others and not from God or myself. I am going trough a time that I notes this and also that God is giving me my worty out of myself. I dont have time to talk and that was the moment that I start realize that I needed ot talk that I start thinking why I want to talk. I have 2 weeks to go and than I have 10 days break and I am looking forwards to that a lot. I will see Jacoline en Timo and I hope a few others. Love and miss you all. Your sister Adeleida

2006-10-24T04:13:00.000-07:00

So, A long time ago, but I amvery busy with reading the bible. I am in Acts now. I did luke and Galatians and Filimon already. I have to read and make the book in 40 hours and we also have lecture fase. 17 hours. For luke a had a B. I have to clean the kitchen (they are waiting for me now.) (4 hours a week) so I make 70 hours a week.It is difecult to blog but its the first thing what I will do if I have a minute time
Love you Adeleida

2006-09-22T00:35:00.000-07:00

Here I am. I don't blog that much that I want to, but the school will take al my time and energie. Ten hours a day reading the bible. That's realy much. We also have 50 people in 2 schools en only 2 computers. So, when I have time I don't have a computer. and the most of time I don't have time to wait for the computer (that it is free) the thing what is the most difficult is that I am just to spend a lot of time with friends and now I don't have that time and that is hard. I am a person how call friends and mail them and now I really don't have the time. 1 of the resons is that I think that I don't follow my friends anymore. That they will go trough things or change and that I don't know all that thinks and that I have to start over with knowing my friends again. Also when it is not truth it is difficult for me. I hope you will pray for me in this. I love you all

2006-09-07T06:08:00.000-07:00

After a long time I will blog something. I am back in the shelter and I will leave also again. 2 days to go and than tis time is also over. I am happy that I was back for 3 weeks. The goodbey for Gerrit jan and Krista was in my time amd I saw them leaving.I saw Tina in her last weeks of the shelter and I had the time to talk and pray with Rayn. I get to know more people and I had the change to work with Francien (the woman from Zwaagwesteinde) She is so cool. She is teaching me a lot. I had the change to hangout with Ewout and Freek and that makes me happy to. I spook with a lot of guest and had the opertunity to talk about God to non Christians. And yes I also cleaned the kitchen (the new staff is taking that over and they are good in it aswell) I also hangout with nynke quite a lot and that was fun too. I had spoken with Aaron and Laurissa and Dave so that is cool to. I only have to talk with Magda and I am looking forwards to that. And Melissa (sis I miss you so much)My sister Rebekka will be get baptist sunday. I will stay with my family for a few days and than I will go to Ewouts place (play with Joa) and than Zwolle. After a week Zwolle my School of Biblical Studie (SBS) will start. I don't know if I can update this blog often, because I don't know how school will goes. Nynke changed something in this blog that everybody can leave comments. I love you all.

2006-08-02T01:46:00.000-07:00

A few weeks are past by now and again I want trough good and bad times.
3 weeks ago I was working for a old woman. She could be on herself very good, on a day I went to Harmen. Very cool. In thet station I found 50 euro's (that's really a lot.)Harmen told me that I will have a bill soon and God proveded the money already. On the and of working with this old woman I get a tip very high (more than normal)
At home I had a bill for 110 euro's (tax)
God gave me alresdy the money. that was so funny.

I am really looking forwards to work in the Shelter again and going to the zolder on sunday. There are a lot of people back where I was working with before. that is really cool.
It would be strainge without Krista and GJ in the willemstraat. I hope they have to stay a little bit longer. Last week I have been in Amsterdam with Joostie toostie. It was fun to see everybody again. In the metro I was sitting with my feets on the chair. The police asked me and Joostie toostie to come out of the metro. I have to pay 50 euro. When I was standing there I really felt me as a crimenel, people are looking at me. Outside people are killing eighother(I don't know how to write eighoter) and dealing in drugs and so on.

Now I am working for a woman how is in her bed the whole day. I am downstairs on my self the whole day.
One and a half week to go and then I am finist. Yes.
Then I will go to the campingsite for evegelism and recreation. Tell people that God is alive and that He really want to be their Father.
God bless you all.
Love Adeleida

2006-07-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

Thank to Roel How made this picture. It took him a long time with a lot of patience, because I am never really happy with my picture. And he put it on my blog (I still can't do it by myself)

2006-06-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

I hope that this picture will show up in my blog. So, when you don't see a picture than it didn't work. The picture is for everybody how didn't saw me with glasses yet.

I have great news. I WILL WORK IN THE SHELTER FOR 3 WEEKS.Cool he?
I am so exciting. I have still 4 weeks to work and this 2 weeks are easy and I am not looking forwards to the other place where I have to work for 2 weeks, but we will see. God is always my helper.Till next time

2006-06-18T10:26:00.001-07:00

sometimes is live diffecult. sometimes I don't know why I have to go trough diffecult times. First I was so happy that I had a job and that I could save a lot of money. Now is the time to trust in God that he will help me with my money. I was in a family for my work (I work for disabled people). They told me that he could do a lot of things by himself. stand. not walk, but just stand. And all kind of thinks.nothing was truth. On one day his son come and start yell at me. that I did nothing. Later (a few days later) an other son came and start yell at me. i told them the truth and they said: we tought that you where a nurse. Who told you that? My mom he said. A lie. They where telling them lies to. I didn't tell them that I am a nurse, because I am not. So, I left. 11 days before the plan was to go. This mains: 11 days off. sleeping in different beds. 11 days no money (600 euro less).
I hope beter times will come. trust is a very important. God is faithfull

2006-06-06T11:36:00.001-07:00

this is a experiment for putting pictures on my blog. This is the weddingrings of my best friend Margreet. Next time I hope to put my pictures on this blog

2006-06-02T23:43:00.000-07:00

I am working in a place now where I have a lot of fun.
The man where I work for was in my room at 3 am. He start talking to me and I thought: this voice is really cloce by, so I opened my eyes and there he was standing near my bed. after about 15 minutes he was back in his bed.
later I felt something on my bed. First I thought it was the cat walking over my bed, but then I remembered that the cat was locket up in the kitchen. So I open my eyes and it was this man again. sitting on my bed.
He told me: I am cold and he tryed to stick his feet under my blanket. I told him to go to bed. My matrass is laying on the floor, so how can this man (93 years old) become on his feets and legs again. Finily I could have him standing on his legs. I also could laugh about it.
Now one night later I think the whole time that he is comming in my room.
So, I couldn't sleep and make the decision to pray for this world. I also read the book Romans. That is such a powerfull book.
So, it was a night where I learned a lot.
So the challenge: Read Romans. Love

2006-06-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

Live is very interesting. (or is this the wrong word?) In the other week I had a really diffecult time and now is it very easy. The only thing is that the matrass is not so good, so I didn't sleep very well. Every day I try to find a thing for the natrass that it is better. So I hope I did a good job this day that I can sleep very well this comming night. On 1 hand it is a little bored here, but on the other hand I enjoy it, because I don't know what is comming. So, I feel and do better now. I am reading the book that I get when I left the shelter. It is a good book. So there is not much more new. ! thing. I have more money for my school now, so I am happy (even when I need a lot more) Go with God, He goes with you. Love

2006-05-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody, 1 day after my other blognews is there this news: I am not in Assen anymore. Yesterday this woman makes my live so difficult that I could't one more stap. So, I made the disision that I really want to be out of there. she was treating me as a slave and as here small little kid. Now I am in Zwolle and I have time to think about everything what happend. Everything was giong so fast yesterday that I could't imagine that I was really in Zwolle. I am happy to have some days of now, but I don't gets that much money that was planned, but God will provide. Thanks to God. I am so happy that God create me that I am a positive person and also healty. That I am not in a wheelchair or whatever. Later.

2006-05-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

I wanna thank you all. You gave me such a great weekend. You can´t imagine. I felt so much love. Thanks for all the hugs and the homefeeling. God is teaching me so much. He is healing me from my old wonds. It is difficult, but God is helping me and He give other people around me to handle all this things. Before I worked in the Shelter I did the DTS and before the DTS people where negative to me and I did nothing good. in the Shelter God teached me that I am good how I am.He just other people (all of you)in this proces. I am in a place now with a woman and I do everything wrong and she is not nice to me. The test is now: How big is my foundation.So I try to tell myself the whole time that I am ok even what she is telling me. After 3 weeks I had the oppertunity to go to Amsterdam. (The reasson was sad,to see goodbey to Dave)but God gave me a break that I didn´t have to tell meself that I am ok. He gave me all of you how are soo good for me. Now: I go for it again. I am so happy that I could go to Amsterdam. It was good to see Dave and we had an awsame (awsome, How helps me?)time.
Rebecca was also visiting the shelter so I was really lucky that I could see her to.

One other thing is also cool: I had the oppertunity to talk with Melissa twice. It is difficult to gets someone so far away, but we found the perfect time that we can call eightother ( I see I do something wrong but I don´t know what).
cool he.

One week to go in this place and than I can change place. Than I will work for a week near the beach. So, I need good weather.
Love you all and thanks again.
Adeleida

2006-05-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

It is a sunny day in May and I am working. It is a good, but difficult time. it is good because when it is difficult you learn a lot and God is always with me and He is under controle.
I have to learn where my borders are and that is difficult.Every day I learn something. Everything ecxept Englisch. I don´t use Englisch that much anymore so it is hard to write in Englisch. That is also the resson that I don´t write on my block that much. I have the idea that people dont read it that much any way so that makes it hard to, because why shall I give my self such a hard time?
I will write soon again. I miss all of you and I thing a lot about you all. love Adeleida

2006-04-22T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody, Last week Matthieu came by in Zwolle with his girlfriend. Really cool .
I visit the shelter. And had a lot of fun. With koninginnedag I am in Amsterdam again. Cool.
And then I have to work the whole month of May.
Finally I know for myself why it is difficult to be in the big world and not in "the shelter" anymore. I can't understand this world anymore and I can understand the shelter world.
It is to big and no boundries. Everything around this is ok.
Love you all and I miss you all. Adeleida

2006-04-11T11:01:00.000-07:00

There is me again. I work in Nootdorp this time. Again an other place in the Netherlands. It is good to work because it is good to do something. There is not so much different going on. There didn't cha(i)nge that much, but I learn every day something.
Is cha(i)ng with i or without? I am still very tyred. I am happy that a lot of you keep me updated trough blogs. Thank you. . Nothing special to tell. little bit boring live. love you and miss you Adeleida

2006-04-04T13:04:00.000-07:00

Hello dear friends. Here a update from me again. My friend Margreet, where I live with and I are very happy that we live in the same place. It is very relaxed, because she is almost never at home.So, I have the whole place (home) for me alone. And it is a big place. the only thing is that I miss noices. I am a lot at home read now, becuase I don't have to work this week. I am very happy with this week off. I didn't have that much off after leaving the shelter. So this is really cool. The thing is that I am very tyred. When I come out of my bed in the morning (10 am) then I have my breakfast look on internet if I have some e mail and then it is time to go to bed again. Then I go on visit to a friend and after that I am tyred again. In the evening I can't do that much. and then 10 hours sleeping and the next day I am tyred again. I feel a little bit of depression. But not so worse. I miss the time that I had in the shelter and on 1 hand I want to go back in the time, but on the other hand I feel ok with this now. That I have to urn my money and make myself ready for the SBS. This is it about this last week.I love you all and I hope you are all ok. Blessings from me.

2006-03-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody, I am really happy for 2 things. 1) I had the posebillity to see Martin. (A friend and ex cleaner) last friday. And if I am in Amsterdam I could also see my other friends from the shelter and that is really cool. 2) tomorrow I am finist with this 2 weeks of work for a handicap person. His job coach (I hope this is the way how you write it down) told me that I did a really good job. The only thing he gave me to think about is controle. That I try to keep the controle. I can do something with this is the future. And it is not the first time I hear this:)
And tommorow is also the day that I go back to Amsterdam. Harald is nightman so I will have a good time talking with hem. I didn't see goodbey yet to him. I hope everything is ok with all of you. Love and be blessed. Adeleida

2006-03-21T04:00:00.000-08:00

lieve vrienden, I miss the shelter, but I am happy with my job that I have now. It is difficult sametimes because I live in a place where I don't know that much people and I am or alone or with this man where I work for. It is very interesting, because of the psycholic site of this work. I have to stimulate him to do the thinks for his own. that he take his responsebility. so I am talking the whole time when he is at home to encourage him the whole time and when he is not around then I am alone. An other good thing is is that Harmen live in this area so I saw hin the other week and this week I will meet hin again. That's really cool. I am so happy whit this. I hope to here from you soon. love Adeleida

2006-03-12T10:08:00.000-08:00

Hello lovely people, I can't wake up this day. I think I am to tyred from 15 months working in the Shelter. I'am hanging the whole day and still tyred. Yesterday I brought al my personal stuff to the place where I live now. Cups, plate's etc. My pictures where developed so I could see all the shelter people. Adeleida with Dave. Adeleida with Joost and so on. Funny. And tommorow I have to pack my bag, because I am going to Ede for my job. Harmen here I come. I found out that I need glasses. So the next time that you will meet me it is with glasses. It is strainge. I hope I am used to it in a while
This was my story for now later more. love Adeleida

2006-03-09T02:03:00.000-08:00

Halleluja praise the Lord. Yesterday I hear that I am excepted on the SBS (school biblecal studies) cool. I will start in September and now I have to save my money (5000.00).
God is really good for me. I miss the shelter today more than the days before. I am cureous (?)(I see I do samething wrong but I don't know what) how God will lead me trough the difficult times. I miss you all and I love you. God will bless you.

2006-03-07T06:56:00.000-08:00

Hello lovely people, Here I am, sitting in the noth east off the Netherlands. Just back from Amsterdam. I thank God that he gave me the oppertunity to go back to Amsterdam to say goodbey to all my lovely friends there. This week things are going slow, because I don't have to work yet. This week I have to do same organizing things. Tommorow I will go to Heidebeek. The place where I want to go to the bible school (wyam).
Friday I have to go to a place for a job conversation. More work. That is really cool, because I really want to work. It is good to do things and to grow and go furder after the shelter and I need money foor the bibleschool (5000.00 euro) I know God will give me the money. Patient and trust. God is to good for me. Thanks for all your love for me, Greetings from Adeleida

2006-03-06T09:19:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody.
I am changing my blog and now I know how it works.
I miss the shelter already and it is very difficult to life in an other place than the willemstraat.
All the people how allready left knows what I maen.
I have a job where I will stert next week.
I am happy with taht off course, because I need 5000.00 euro for my bibleschool.
This wednesday I will have a conversation at the school. so I will know soon if I am exepted.
Will you pray for this, Thanks.

Go with God he goes with you,
Love Adeleida

2006-03-06T08:44:00.000-08:00

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2005-12-16T13:54:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody, I'am still learning how I can change my blog and make him more nice.
The time to say goodbey to a lot of people is coming and that is sad and hard.
I still enjoy Amsterdam and working in the Shelter. You will hear from me soon.
Love Adeleida

2005-10-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Melissa

2005-10-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hello, Finally I have my blog. Now you can see all my pictures.
Love you.